I haven't been on in months and here's why... I've had 2 computer crashes and on June 4, 2008 My mother died in the hospital so forgive me if I seem rude around this time.

Deaths in my family since I was last on:
December 9, 2007- My grandma "Meme" Doucette
February ??, 2008- My great Aunt Mathilda
June 4, 2004 @ 6:33PM in Yale-New Haven Hospital- Sandra Dattolo (my mother)

computer crashes:
My dad's desktop Dell: late February
My desktop Dell: late May

other news: I've started dating my ex, Toula Giosmos, again. My car is on the road after I had the alternater replaced in February ($750). Then I had the A/C fixed and had a tune-up (it was running on four cylinders instead of all 6). I've reunited my family with my dad's side of the family after 11 years. My grandma (Dad's side) and my Aunt Rose (my Dad's sister) are THE biggest bitches I've ever met.

I had planned to take "Herbie Goes Street Legal" Further, but after what's happened, I've decided to discontinue it. I HAVE however written other stories. Read them at: [link]

here's the lyrics to what I'm listening to:
"Rumors" by Lindsay Lohan


Saturday steppin' into the club
And it makes me wanna tell the DJ
Turn It Up
I feel the energy all around
And my body can't stop moving to the sound

But I can tell that you're watching me
And you're probably gonna write what you didn't see
Well I just need a little space to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
Like I wanna do

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

Here we are back up in the club
People taking pictures
Don't you think they get enough
I just wanna be all over the floor
And throw my hands up in the air to a beat like (What?)

I've gotta say respectfully
I would like it if you take the cameras off of me
'Cause I just want a little room to breathe
Can you please respect my privacy

Why can't you just let me
Do the things I wanna do
I just wanna be me
I don't understand why
Would you wanna bring me down
I'm only having fun
I'm gonna live my life
But not the way you want me to

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I just need to free my mind (my mind)
Just wanna dance and have a good time (good time)

I'm tired of rumors (rumors)
Followed (followed, followed, followed, followed, followed)

What they (follow) me
Why can't they (they they they-they-they) let me live

Take this for just what it is

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
Why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is

I'm tired of rumors starting
I'm sick of being followed
I'm tired of people lying
Saying what they want about me
Why can't they back up off me
why can't they let me live
I'm gonna do it my way
Take this for just what it is